It's true! It was a lie!

Ellen DeGeneres would not feel too young to let someone look up to her who was younger than me by 10 years.  I was thinking about someone else.  Imagine, on the show, it's all good.  Why do you think the people born in Late Boom and their age appropriate kids are the only 1s to be like that?  Everyone would like to have that joy, etc.

Problem

They made it sound like a miracle of light I saw was technical "trash" but as if like my dad.

Issue

My mom kept bothering me, and made me think of the word k***, didn't mean it, and she ended up saying my babies would come out black.

Passive-Aggressive|Borderline Peers

I already said my peers deserved a chance.  You just wanna take away from me.  You say, "Yes these people did something," like I didn't know.  You just wanna get a relief from me when I am not able to nor would I force anyone to just pay attention to me.  I'm speaking in general.  People are always siding with people who are mean to me and saying I did something.  They are being racist and making things up and not acknowledging the way things were.  It's like my life had some sacrifices but I would get better, but instead you all go and "rescue" people who were mean to me and force it to putting me in the situation in a bad way.  Interesting, right?  Is this the kind of thing people wanna talk about with me, otherwise I am not worth it?  Who would I have to talk to, then??

TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

Her thing about cleaning dirty money was cute!

The person filmed on hidden camera was cute, as well.

I liked the girl in Kansas.  She was really sweet.

Seth Rogan seemed like a really nice guy with a really nice girl.  She looked so European.

The band from "The Voice" was really neat.

Christina Hendricks was very, very attractive!  She seemed nice as a person, as well.  Would be nice to know someone like that.  She was on a TV show for 7 and maybe will be 9 years.

Edit

I readded the Life Problems page.

Rankings

I'm most excited for kids born in 1997 to experience being the doll.  If not, you oughta remember the generations born in 2005.  I think my generation falls pretty low on the list.  It might be the lowest.

Other Races's Traits

Other races you beat at them for traits that are uncommon in your own, when in reality your race does it.  It's just something that's more obvious in another race.  I mean silly things, not color and an afro.

Edit

I took of the Life Problems page.

The Perfect Situation

My belief is in preparedness.  You can't put on a false cover.

If you are not European|Caucasian, you might want to say yes I am what I am and will not ever be what you are.  However, this depends on also if you're mixed.  There are accepted mixed people.  You are valuable as a person and member of another race.  You might feel alone in your special, high intelligence.

Issue

After "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was over, I didn't see even the small clip of the end on the side.

Incessant

Ellen is incessantly pushing that everything be about her.  It's in a bad way because it's so often and she doesn't care if someone else is good or cool like her.  My apologies.. that's literally "what" happened, and I thought you reward good people.

No Right

No person has the right to make fun of me.

Problem

See, the fans are reading into Ellen's messages like they're all that.  I did post about if she looked drunk as a baby cuz she was French.  I forget what else, but we talked @ *** on IMDb..  People online are so slow.  We could have just talked about it rather than get all jealous.  I mean, shiny white hair, while the rest of us have charcoal and doodoo hair?  Naked photos as a kid paying so strange of attention to Mommy.  Nice mom.. Nice dad.. What's up with the kid?  A bit spoiled compared to others.  I was trying to make people feel better.  The drunk reference I was able to attach to the French blood.

So

How can you say what the secret messages were were polite?

These people are messing with my family.

Why would this post offend you?  I'm trying to protect my family.  I don't believe that me talking means what I say should be punished.  That's weird.  I already know that.. I mean it's the truth, and it's not the same for everyone in every case.

Mobile

may or may not post

Apology

Sorry all this Ellen this that.  I am merely bringing her up, now, trying not to.  It just was something I felt was important.

More Bangs and Short Hair

I am so glad that this helps people in some way.

Thanks @usweekly for including me in your magazine #Versace pic.twitter.com/BNSuHhJWn1
— bella thorne (@bellathorne) May 1, 2014

Seriously

Why can't Ellen stop?  Is she really causing -all- this?  I don't see how she's a better person than me, just was treated like she wasn't Chinese.

Issue

I feel Ellen has stolen some of my youth-these mean messages, mostly sent by other people.  I specifically didn't wanna get riled over anything so I wouldn't gray, but I have had annoying people in my life as I've attempted to grow and change for the better.

Another "Insult.."

So, Emma Stone is like whoah I want Ellen, but I know there's some girl online.. who watches the show so maybe this is just warming up and it's not really my fault.

Problem

My dad's being annoying now.. as in hurtful and annoying..

Page - Life Problems

• Someone was in on stealing my white and black socks.  They think it's because I asked my dad for expensive socks, and he didn't say no.  They also just added a new Yahoo! contact.
• My dad said to remind him of something in an hour or so, and we're going somewhere.

Problem

Why is Ellen being nice to Bella Thorne when she has an attitude?  She's racist.  She won't let me be attractive.  She's sending me these secret messages.  That is a part of it.

Issue

They said I just said "dead."  Who cares?  And, no, I didn't!

You are mean, not me.

Another Annoying Post

"Teachers who work hard to inspire their kids every day, they too deserve our support. Because these are our kids." —Obama #ThankATeacher
— The White House (@WhiteHouse) May 1, 2014

I know why they posted this.  They are racist and trying to talk.

More Meanness

No, I didn't do anything.  You all won't leave me alone.  Did "Ellen" do this?

I just realized my whole life has been as if me and my gut are at a club and I'm yelling "what? What'd you say?!"
— Jessi Klein (@jessirklein) May 1, 2014

Another Suggestion

#SavetheRhinoDay is celebrated all year long on safari! pic.twitter.com/2iuwglS5NS
— Lion Country Safari (@LionCountry) May 1, 2014

They're being weird now.

Problem

My son is even beautiful at 04:30 when we (I) woke up today. #japanesechin #Тёма http://t.co/ByUsLWQNt1
— Johnny Weir (@JohnnyGWeir) May 1, 2014

Why is this person attacking me?  Should I stop Following?  It's just disturbing.  He has no say in anything like that.  He's trying to topple down my mom.  He can't copy me like that, neither.  She kinda acts a certain way, at some times.  You can't categorize her as trash and because of me.  Ellen did that.  He brought it out in the open.  I don't enjoy this nonsense and childishness.  No one would do anything like that.  It's clear nothing really happened.  Even if it did, I'd say you do the same thing.  There are some differences and some things of more worth.. sorry if that puts you the wrong way.

The Tweet

..That Tweet I posted was made just because I was assertive like Bella Thorne, who's way bossy when she wants, like in her attitude.  No one cares.  This is so ^pathetic^.  Also, it's unnecessarily racist and weird and not my kind of thing.

Disagreement

The truth is I am not a bad person, and this would not have happened were it not for Tim Burton.  Tim Burton, people also changed in a bad way for some weird reason..

Upset @ Tweeters

Had the saddest airplane nap dreams. 😔 Leaving all that on the plane. Kentucky and fried green tomatoes beckon!
— Johnny Weir (@JohnnyGWeir) May 1, 2014

This poster used to be nice.  Unfortunately, like Lily Rose, he started being mean like or because of Ellen DeGeneres.  Now, everyone is a little mean because of Ellen DeGeneres.  Doesn't that make you ^not okay^ and ^wonder^?

CD

Amira Willighagen's CD was quite enchanting!  Her voice is pristine.  Her expression is so valuable.  She has a kind heart.  She is so cute and it's so exciting!  I hope she keeps up her talents.  She released this CD quickly.  Perhaps she will do a Christmas album, in English.  :)

A Good Night

Well, I guess I had a better night than evening.  Let's keep things up that way.  I'll have to find something to occupy myself with.  Should I buy a book?  Nah, that won't keep me occuppied.  I can start some laundry.  Eat.  Back to bed.  Exercise and go for a jog later on.  Post on IMDb.  Turn on the TV to something nice.  I do wanna post on my blog, but I guess I need something else going at some times.  I'll probably go have breakfast soon.  I need to shower tonight.  I got preoccupied last night.  I kinda wanna lie down again.  Maybe until someone comes and eats supper.

So, I am very sorry for going bipolar previously.  I'm not really sure what happened other than that I'm used to being that way in some ways, like people making me mad here so much and "giving me practice."  A ha!  Something that's not my fault solely.  Well, let's hope I can keep to myself better.  This is crazy.  I bet Tim Burton or Johnny Depp did it, told people to "get it out" but not really.  They all wanna approach each other and see if they don't get mad.  It's an imperfect fuel for the fire.  Johnny Depp thinks we don't deserve him, so this is his way of washing his hands of good ideas.  It seems cheap and like he doesn't wanna work, and people have caught on.  He doesn't wanna actively aid people in their daily trials.  Because of him, people think this is his way of helping.  All I can say though is that yes he is a good actor and person and I don't know what could have come over his fans of the world.  Sorry, if you think I was insulting him and Tim Burton, but I'm sure they gave a hand in this weirdness.  They are both good people, maybe better than most.  Most people probably and depending on them cuz they're so famous, but they make fault with them and see they are not mainstream in every facet.  It is technically things they do I talk about, not just rambling on complaining.

Holland's Got Talent

I just got Amira Willighagen's CD.  $10 on iTunes.

So..

..if you know someone, you have a right to be mean?  Probably don't even know what that means.

Problem

My mom was swirling her foot around and my toe felt like it was cut out skin under the toe like in a circle shape.  See, she doesn't care.  This isn't right.

Problem

My dad is coughing hurting me sending messages that I have not felt, ruining things for my future kids.

What I Lost

How can you lose a person by doing something by accident?

Ellen acts like all this mean stuff has a reason naturally, but it doesn't.

I don't know anything about how famous people meet people, but obviously I wasn't in a rush at 1st to try.

Problem

My password didn't work.

Problem

Why can't I just meet Ellen as an adult and not my parents, esp. dad, meet her 1st, too, and ruin what Ellen was?  They aren't being considerate and following an etiquette.  They may have gotten personal.  That's cheating and lying, Ellen meets no one it seems.  Why would I lose my chance, like they killed her and it wasn't like I'd meet her?

More Problems

My browser is slow all of a sudden.  It's my favorite.

Also, I was nice to my dad.  If I don't wanna be mushy with him is fine.  In fact, I am not mushy.  You seem fixed on people older than you in my family and doing things in a way that hurts me.

How can you justify this?

Tugging at my thumb nail?  It's paranoying me.  Really.  It makes me terribly uncomfortable that you can orchestrate something like that on me.  You don't seem to care that I feel that way.  Nice people have their emotions in order.

I like to believe that exactly or not much really happened.  It is rather pathetic, and I see no excuse.  It seems it's being done for someone else, too.

Problem

It's funny you think I can be in trouble at 27 for private thoughts while anyway I grew up always being good.  People are mean to me and it bothers me even if I didn't do anything.  It's if I do 1 thing wrong but not often that people get mad.

Problem

There was something funny about adding a page on my Blogger.  It just showed 3 dots when I checked to publish the page.

Problem

I wanted you to know I do not agree with your doing illegal things to "punish" me at 27 when I am good and just get mad when you think it's okay to be mean to me.

YouTube in the home page didn't show my cover video loaded, and I think these people controlling my life, including some famous people, have something to do with it.

Cool or Selfish

Is it cool or selfish that people born around 1960 experience the glory that people born in the 1970s and 1980s should have?

People born in the 1960s and late 1990s always seem to be ahead.  The parental Late Boom grew up spoiled.

Welcome!

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